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News & Updates
May 4, 2026: Despite keeping my livestreams "surface level", they deleted the backups I uploaded and deactivated my patreon account. Since then I've Emailed the methods I created to others. I will say this again.. they are not in control, and "the plan" is mass exposure. Spider wraps the fly.
Mar 31, 2026: opened 2026A-VC gallery with 139 photos from our trip to Czech Republic. *Now 220.
Jan 2, 2026: converted to blog post
20260102-ryan-does-not-des-jail
(family drama). Hope everyone had a Merry Christmas & a Happy New Year. Looking Forward to getting back to regular intel drops. Also forgot to post the links to all the photos from our trip to Thailand & Japan a few months ago!
Dec 20, 2025: Dual streamed to
facebook
(452 viewers shown) and mirrored to
rumble
(no longer counting views, wow). Very surprised FB didn't censor this one! Says it reached 0 followers out of almost 400 there though, like they forced it to be a friends only viewing. Sneaky. Update: getting reports of people trying to watch it afterwards having mysterious playback errors on FB.
Nov 27, 2025:
new song "Kicking Ass"
and Happy Thanksgiving! Grab a libtard by their limp wrists and tell them TG was about exchanging culture and trading land for knowledge.
Oct 25, 2025: new
live stream
(with comments on facebook, mirrored to
youtube
with timestamps, plus
rumble
even though they don't allow anything real to grow either). Looking into setting my own mobile app to bypass ALL of social media then merging members and viewers.
Oct 7, 2025: back in the US. Livestreaming soon to detangle all the BS while I was away. Here's
a cheat sheet
to help you navigate, until then. The A of CK was not by the limpdick left or the right.
Aug 20, 2025: That cleanup they keep saying won't ever happen is continuing to happen, and taking back the streets of DC is just the start. All these commies have is bullshit tactics. Take that away, and they've got nothing. Everything about them is smoke and mirrors, manipulation and gaslighting.
Jul 16, 2025: The commies who deleted evidence sure are chatty about releasing evidence! Do not forget, from 2020 to 2024, they said it didnt even exist, let alone call for its release. Now look. Clapping monkeys doing 180s, caught in yet another trap. Updated
SSP.
May 2, 2025: Whole family thinks they killed Pop. I've archived the post that lead to that
here
as a blog post (with redactions). Also did a fun livestream to balance the weight of that
here.
Mar 31, 2025: I think there's been a misunderstanding.. I don't play games with anyone I talk to, and, if there's ever a time I can't tell if they are, with me.. I exit their lives. It's not some "strategy" to get them to chase me, I'm gone you idiot. If you can't talk to me without ulterior motives and dollar store psychology.. then you won't. Forever, if need be. Serpens timet interfectorem serpentium.
Mar 24, 2025: instead of
trying
to hack my site, how about you communicate. no?
counters-top-pol
Mar 3, 2025: Turned 3 of my past livestream topics into shareable memes as they're becoming more and more important for people to understand. I first talked about the importance of
eggs
in 2020 and the link to what they're now calling
VAIDS, which I was of course called crazy for. Also I want people to remember how "millions of people" kept pushing the narrative from Ukraine of "they're winning - they just need a little more" and then..
theater fag Zelensky himself
admitted it was bullshit in front of the entire world. All connected. So, tomorrow's going to be interesting.
Oct 16, 2024: back from seattle, alaska, and canada. photos in
2024VC
gallery. try the
chat room!
Aug 28, 2024: it's amazing that their entire campaign is basically the same message.. "we think you're too dumb to notice we don't need your vote because we just lie steal and cheat every day".
skamala. also, X has disabled interacting with my account, FB is disabling random features such as being able to msg me, and YT is the same bullshit not counting views, so
testing rumble. did i call that or what? as long as my name isn't on it, they don't know to attack it. FALSE DOOR dummies!
Jul 26, 2024: they've been deleting my
live streams
so I uploaded backups, plus made
new shirts.
Jun 6, 2024: lockdown (climate / flu) scams returning with enforcement by UN soldier migrants.
May 2, 2024: to the gnat spending countless days trying to hack into my site with PHP exploits.. I don't use PHP dummy. I never have and never will. also, checking for known security flaws only works in known systems. you don't know the system I'm using because I created it over 2 decades ago myself. you are an amateur. do you not understand the basic concept of a "false door"? smh
Mar 25, 2024: today only, download my new song iWBF as part of the 25th anniversary of site operation! graphic R rated music video still in the works. provides context.
Feb 28, 2024: new song written produced and recorded called "I Will Be Free" (no release date yet) with music video pre-production underway. another program breaker. will i get banned again?
Jan 8th, 2024: set this post (20231216-25th-anniv-drop) public, and be ready for dorks running interference with gay attempts to break connections with me and the site. intel folder going public!
Oct 24, 2023:
musk
still afraid to follow me publicly.
rabid-animals,
all-5-of-them. twitter is absolutely dead now. gab is still the one and only place online that remains completely free speech.
Sep 16, 2023: after
this post
i got a few texts like "but aren't you glad they're awake now" .. of course, but seriously, it's not enough.. you cannot relax. after all that's happened in just 3 years, how can you still not understand that it's life or death for you and your entire family. it's a great awakening or the total destruction, of the entire world. take a minute to internalize the scope of that.
Jun 2, 2023: added
2023 vacation
photos and more to
2023AB. man, i leave for a month and everyone re-brainwashes themselves, its unreal. everyone just now talking about shit thats been known since obama. the general pop is over a decade behind. the 1 good thing i see is the boycotts. almost $30B in damages to commie fronts. keep that up at least, but damn, thats just the surface.
Mar 3, 2023: another
SSP
update, plus new release v of
DanzTools
for Windows 10. system security.
Feb 12, 2023: started using twitter again
here, updated
SSP
with major search engine change that will get you better results than anything google bing or whatever other bullshit is out there will get you. added more
quotes, added clearer
contact
instructions, and just for laughs added some screens
here
fucking around with scammers on snapchat. also started dumping all the normie stuff i had on my old YT to
this one
because.. well,
things
are about to get much worse. enjoy the
memories
now.
Dec 22, 2022: you look for sheep to save you while wolves are tearing you apart. updated
SSP.
Jul 30, 2022: vacation galy,
2022B-VC.. where we swam with and chased some sharks, stumbled on some gators and generally had a good time. also the previous 2 galys which i combined into
2022AB. plus, real quick i wanna say that i am beyond thankful to have such a large community of support for all the behind the scenes things we do spreading truth and awareness. while limp dick social media sites such as facebook, twitter, youtube and so called "news" shits out a steady stream of worthless "trending" (totally faked) content, we've been laser focused, beating the hell out of their networks of bots and phony networks of "influence" the old gatekeepers keep drowning themselves in. its so painfully obvious when millions of people now, not just me, are asking "how the hell does my video / meme say its been viewed / shared just 10 times when ive received 100s of messages from ppl saying they love it". the tactic is to get you and others to think what youre saying and doing isnt "mainstream". isolation is the most poweful manipulation tool they have. making you feel alienated and alone (so you stop speaking up) is the goal. as someone whos been in this game for over 20 years, i can tell you.. you are not alone. to bigtech gatekeepers.. how does it feel we continue to operate in the real world daily, and theres nothing you can do about it? the real world doesnt come with a censor button, you fucking bitches! and guess what, no one actually needs you. youre just sinking networks of bots and dinosaur shit! haha, time will prove it.
Feb, 24, 2022: if you've been trying to contact me,
these
are the only ways. I've not created any new social media accounts for myself, and i never will. it's all fake. views are inflated or frozen depending on the "obey levels" and it's all just fake and pointless. social media is now an irrelevant waste of time. in other news, I'm not going to say "i told you so" about my repeated warnings since.. fucking forever. if i ever started doing that, it'd never end. I'm currently developing more tools to spread truth and information despite threats and targeted amateur-hour bullshit. one that shows interest from members is the "anti meme scanner" (temporary name) that allows you to create memes that can't be picked up by automated censoring systems or scanned for words to "de boost" from spreading organically. we will all have to continually move away from social and mainstream media as they are both illusions of empty hallow and soulless corporate trash being shoved down our throats with no bearing on the real world, at all. anyway, directly communicate with each other (in person) or automated systems will ensure to scramble your brains. stay tuned for more tools.
Jul 20, 2021: download the new version of my
SSP
tool. its been updated with various intel sources.
Sep 17, 2019: posted
Vacation 2019
photo gallery. spent a week at Universal Studios and Discovery Cove. awesome rides, food, got to swim with dolphins.. a lot of fun. starting a new less stressful job soon. much smaller scale, plus I won't have to deal with IRS bums over my 1099s.
Sep 4, 2019: turned some of my
quotes into memes, created a
political set, and started
2019CD20A. by the way a great alternative to YouTube (now just another corporate tv shit-stain) is
BitChute.
Aug 2, 2019: dear social media, you dumbfuck nobodies.. you can not stop the spread of information. you think i give a shit about how many likes twitter youtube or facebook counts or ignores? do you not ever think about how my ideas get copied almost word for word by
hundreds of thousands
m!ll!ons the very next day without you? dinosaurs! anyway, I recently posted this on my game's twitter account to force the hand of 100s of manipulators to unfollow me. also because it was targeted for no reason, so now im giving them one. the majority in the game industry would love to do the same, but cant because theres too many losers sucking dicks above them with no spine. i get that, but i cant ignore who i am. with family and friends, im always upbeat and positive, making people smile and laugh.. but at my core, im a fighter, and i want to fight. ive always had this gear in my head that wants to seek and destroy bad people. i cant ignore it, and im not going to pretend any more, especially for people who dont really give a shit about me in the first place. strength and logic are a magnetic force. let yours out to play and see who it finds! if this sounds crazy to you, ill explain it like this.. with all thats going on in the world.. you can either get your balls together and voluntarily fight for truth now, or be forced to fight for your fucking life, soon after. if you think thats a joke.. you arent paying attention.
Jul 31, 2019: wow man.. Myzery, from Psychopathic Records (insane clown posse), mentioned my game again in
another interview, plus some kind words about me personally! i cant even describe how this kind of thing just blows me away. i still remember when Myzery got signed.. it was like he legitimized ICP as a label. not that we gave a fuck what people thought anyway, but it was like for us crazy ass misfits.. this was big. everyone was talking about it, and now, years later to have this connection is just fucking crazy. guys, grab his new album
here
before its out of stock. its fire!